Dirty Thoughts About a Woodstove and Attack of Ze Bleu Prints

LoL...yeah...One can really see the state my mind has been in since waking this morning when they look at these pictures and/or read the descriptions beneath them...Heheh...

Friday, October 24, 2008
9:00 AM
It started like any normal day. The dog was scratching at my bedroom door to be let out, and my bladder was screaming at me to get up and empty it. Rain pitter-pattered against the panes of my window and lulled me into a state of complacency. Everything was perfect. When I finally decided to leave my room in order to fill my stomach with the wonderful taste of Honeynut Cherrios, it was to find a scene of horror. My father's once docile and loving blue prints had been taken over by an evil mind controlling invader! My house had been viciously attacked by...blue prints...

Heheh...I think this one's pretty self-explanitary. LoL. Cracked-out? Yes. Immature? Just a bit. ^^' But I was having fun.

I hope you all enjoyed my beautiful images of horrible blue print invaders and perverted woodstoves. They're my best works...^^'...

Loves!

Pain Comes Easily

Broken words
Empty promises
Whispered thoughts of regret
Blame yourself
Convince yourself it was you
Should have opened up
Should have listened
Should have been there
But it’s too late
There’s nothing you can do
To fix this broken soul
Words cut like blades
Silence suffocates
The only thing is pain
Ask me why I do it
Try to understand
Why do I make these lines
Why do I cause these scars
There is no answer
No way to make you understand
Have you felt darkness
Does it take your breath away
If it does, you might get it
Doubtful, but possible
In the darkness
There is nothing
No light to bring joy
No life to bring smiles
There is only heartbreak
It’s a cage
There’s no escape
Try and fight
It’ll catch you
Trust me
When you live in darkness
Pain is the easy part
It’s getting out that’s difficult
Like scaling a muddy hill
Or climbing out a of a well
There are no handholds
No footholds
No angels ready to carry you out
Demons, maybe
But who do they help
Yeah
Until you experience it
You’ll never know
When you live in darkness
Pain comes easily

This is just something I wrote spur of the moment, which is strange. LoL. Poetry and I have never been friends. I'm glad that I got the chance to write it, though. I really doesn't have to do with anyone or how I've been feeling today (trust me, I've been rather special today...^^...). I dunno...

Of course, it's written about someone who struggles with self-injury and the like. Depressing, but everyone should be used to the fact that I don't really write happy things, especially poetry. Heheh...

LOVES!

Been A Bit

writing process = stunted

creative process in other ways = flourishing

*sighs*

My writing process hasn't completely died...it's there just not...at its peak. LoL. I've completely rewritten the beginning for the novel version of Pulse, again (big surprise there, right? ^^'). But that's pretty much all that's happened. I guess it's also because I haven't really sat down to write much lately. I've been too busy taking photos and drawing and completely raping deviantart. LoL. Other than that, I dunno... Hopefully I can take some time to sit and write soon. I really miss it, but maybe it's a good thing. Maybe I should take some time to focus on other things instead of obsessing so much with my writing like I have been for the past few years...*sighs*...I dunno. I guess that's just my way of trying to see the lighter side of things, which is a freakin' miracle. We all know how pessimistic I am...^^'...Sadly it's a fault...Anyway...up next I gots a poem I wrote today. So yeah...writing process for Pulse stunted...creative process for other things...going quite well...*sighs*...

Loves!!

You're Kidding Me, Right?

I am so sick and tired of seeing these "Truth" fish stuck to cars. I mean, are you kidding me? If it isn't a mobile advertisement for superiority, I don't know what is. And, in all honesty, it's not very Christian, either. Well...then again, I don't think anyone in the world out there really acts like a Christian anymore anyway, no matter what they call themselves...

I don't understand how they can walk around, pretending to be all superior, when they believe in a children's story. And even if it's not a children's story, The Bible can't be trusted anyway. How many languages was it translated into before it was written in English? No one knows what's left out? And what power can freakin' BOOK have over someone's life? What power can a BOOK have over your life? It's ridiculous...

I don't know...

I could write forever on this subject, but I'd rather not make it so that I'm pissed off for the rest of the day because that would suck. A Pagan and an Atheist were supremely aggrivated/pissed off when they saw this yesterday... Just keep that in mind...

-Nichole

Cracked-Out V-Day Poem for the Middle of October

...ahem...

Roses are red.
Tomales are hot.
Your hair is pretty,
But mine is not.

This poem sucks,
I know that it's true,
But if you can't handle it
Then fuck you

*cries*...Oh the tenderness within those short words...

LoL...something that just randomly ran through my mind. I wouldn't have caught it if it weren't for those bear traps I installed last week. Yeah...those are nice...

Even More Reasons to Keep Palin Around Just so We Can Laugh at Her Expense...

...because we all know that that's pretty much all she's good for. But I have to admit, the year so far would have been much less comical if it weren't for her. I mean, what would Tina Fey have done? What would we have found funny?! I mean, the economy is crashing and the world is going to Hell. Without Palin around to distract us, the majority of the American population would be locked away in storm cellars or bomb shelters awaiting the end of the world. LoL. (Heheh...I have an image in my mind of me sitting in a storm cellar, wearing a football helmet).

So yeah...with Palin around we've been wonderfully distracted from the complete and utter crap our world is going to. She's such comedic relief. What would we do without her?

Fan girl SQUEE of doom!!!

So...this is pretty much amazing. Mushishi has become one of my more favorite anime over the past year, and ICv2 announced on September 29th (kinda dated, yes, but give me a break ^^') that FUNimation received the rights for a live-action movie of the anime!! What could be more amazing than the great Mushishi being played by a pretty Japanese man?? *dies*
And to make things even better, special effects are gonna be done by Koga, who did the SE for Evangelion. Holy freakin' crap. Heheh. Here's the link to the article. Check it out. Fo'seriously!

Loves!
Nichole

New Blog

This is just what I need. Yet another blog to keep track of. ^^' Oh well. I really like the lay out of this site, so I'm just gonna try it out. Let's see what happens!!

Love!
Nichole